Written.

It feels like this

For Christopher

Here I am
but where are you
You are at home where you belong
but where do I belong
I feel alone
there are plenty of people here
but not you
How could we know what 12 months will change
We don't
but I think about it
Will I come home to you
Maybe I am homeless
But you make me feel at home
I like to think about you
And how you make me feel
but I try not to
I don't like how it makes me feel
when I think about how you make me feel
but I should get used to it
because I am here
but where are you
You are at home where you belong